Channeling of 30.Sept 2010
Theme
The new function of our human system is activating step by step
Be welcome in the light
and with the light and through the light that
YOU ARE
I AM THAT I AM
In love and attachment
In respect of your path as
a human being here on earth with gratitude
for your choice to
wear physical clothing here and now With delight
about your contribution to
God's plan of salvation In trust that you
choose love every day In
the knowledge of the fulfillment of your
mission for the earth, for
you and for all your brothers and sisters
of good will
Peace and blessings
We ask Mother-Father-God
to be present here and now in light and love to protect us, to guide us and to
accompany us. We ask all angels, our higher selves and our soul families and all
ascended masters – especially Jesus Christ Sananda and Mary – to be present here
and now in love and light to protect us, to guide us and to accompany us.
We ask for healing as far
as healing is allowed.
Mother-Father-God, I ask
you to be allowed to be your pure instrument of light and love.
Father, your will shall be
mine and shall be done.
Greetings and be welcome!
Oh you wonderful one – so the meeting of love with itself is taking place in the
room of love - possible as an human expression, because of the time quality with
the ongoing question who-am-I-not in displacement of experiencing who-am-I - on
earth.
The way you honor and
appreciate, we are doing it in equal measure.
Gratitude for allowing
these words, with focus on us, to speak. Because it needs an example, it needs
humility (De-mut in German; Mut=bravery). Oh, not meaning that not everybody is
able to live true bravery - allowing to experience while wearing on as an
human, so the ground for the foot appears while taking the first step and
through the step and in the step itself. Surrounded by the emptiness, and the
unknown about what happens next, at the same time the abundance of knowing,
whatever happens, it can only be love. This appearing of the world of form takes
place in every moment, with every breath. New, fresh, innocent, loving,
harmonious, tenderly, powerful, shining, colorful and full of sounds, complete
is reality.
But to dip into it as a
human, it takes - nothing. It is so easy, that the mind - conditioned by
concepts like have to, should be, need to, want to, could do, am allowed to -
can't believe it. Of course, the mind is overstrained. So the love enters your
human consciousness. It enters your heart with gentle soles, it spreads its
wings and especially in the hours of not knowing what to do, where to go or to
turn, in moments where you've already reached out to the last drop of knowledge
in mental nature, love holds you. In moments where emotions break you away.
Where you seem to sink into the chaos of your thoughts and none of them
maintainable, reachable, useful, suitable, manageable, an ocean of feelings in
which you are drowning. Sinking deeper and deeper to the never ending bottom of
the ocean. The twirl of thoughts, like an undertow pulls you in the ocean of
feelings down to the deepness. However - it becomes still. Magically the space
within you and around you starts to shine. Spherical light and sounds surrounds
you and sways you gently. You feel comfortable, secure and carried - it is as
simple as that. As simple as that. Allow yourself to feel this sensation. The
thoughts almost hushed, like a mumbling, similar to a mountain stream, dulcet
and fine. Surrounding and strongly carrying the feelings, flowing like
light-water. Yes, it is a kind of light-water in which you are standing. It is
the spherical light-water from the cosmic light of Christ. It is the
white-golden light-water, which fills all space and time. It is full of
liveliness and is aware of the I-am eternal love - might and wisdom.
Your whole human system -
physical- mental - emotional - is fulfilled from the white-golden, spherical,
shining, sounding cosmic light-water. Every cell from your three bodies, every
thought, every emotion, and every physical cell is fulfilled through
water-light, white-golden, glowing and singing and is aware of I-am love, full
of vitality and pulsating joy.
You observe how breathing
takes place, from the outside to the inside into the heart, from inside to the
outside, from the heart to the infinity of the spheres of the oceans of the
world. You are the ocean, you are the white-golden light, you are the
light-water and are floating with a human body likewise in the ocean of light.
The cell walls are permeable and free and the light-water flows in and out
easily. The exchange with the environment takes place in a natural way. You are
meeting other people in the ocean of light, with shining bodies like yours.
Contact is happening in physical, mental and emotional nature. With the touch,
the shining of the body gets stronger, the sparks radiate like rays and get
carried by the ocean to the others. Everybody is participating in your meeting,
as you are participating in all meetings of the others. Shining beings in all
different kind of forms, more or less flowing in form, and colors and sounds are
swimming by. Something stops next to you and you stop next to something. Color-meeting
takes place.
Filled with childlike
happiness you share the love that you are.
Oh marvelous one, let it
sink in.
Now you experience how
your body gets more compact in its form with every breath you take. You open
your eyes gently, you elongate your limbs and are perfectly anchored in the
reality you are experiencing right now.
Both worlds are
intertwined and happening at the same time. Because the spherical world of the
ocean of light is truth. That's how we see you and the meetings of form beings.
You will experience
through the change of the functionality of the human system, that you will be
able to consciously perceive the light reality, to live in it and to exchange
experience in meetings with others – this is already happening in-reality
anyway. Only that your perception was minimized, on the singularity of the ego,
on the mental world of stripes.
If you are noticing
through out the day - feelings are able to be experienced simultaneously. The
mind can't control it anymore and a huddle in the chaos of thoughts. Shimmer in
front of your physical eyes. Pressure in the third eye. Moving headaches. Heart
pressure. A racing heart. Dizziness, nausea and coughing fit. All these are
symptoms in the phase of mutation of your human system. Neither frightening, nor
diagnosable or treatable. Because they are no traditional symptoms. It is a sign
of change during the mutation of your system. It is like that you've been an a
breatharian, who is mutating into a water-breatharian. Because that is what is
happening right now.
Your lymphatic system
interacts and communicates with the light-water around you and absorbs the
information. it is already physically active and supports your emotional system.
The power of it can not be repressed anymore and that is wonderful. It helps the
mental system to allow the field of emptiness to occur. As old constructs,
beliefs, survival strategies and concepts become inadequate, insufficient and
can't be used in your everyday life anymore.
The meditation you were
asking for - while sensing with your heart that it could manifest during our
meeting - is a request and a present for you - because only in reality we can
meet truly. As you wish for - it is happening to us in equal measure.
We, Metatron, the Angels
are here in every moment. We are floating in the ocean of light around you,
dancing, glowing in colors and sounds. Yes, our bodies are so subtle vibrating,
so it seems like we are flowing through your system, and so it is. We are open
energy fields with the most subtle cell membranes that are possible in the world
of form. And the higher frequency always permeates the frequency underneath.
Only that it can not grasp it. That's what you call inspiration, intuition.
We are waiting for you on
the other side of the gate, the veil of Maya.
We are waiting for aeons
in the space of time of the earth.
You can never miss us,
living without us, because we are with you in your world all the time - truth is
calling you home, marvelous. As a human, through an human, with an human.
So we thank you for your
words - may we share all of this in the illuminating power of love, with all
humans on planet earth which life plan is allowing the meeting with us here and
now.
Not at any time it is
possible for you to forget - we are carrying you gently with every breath you
take in the ocean of light. You are never alone.
And now, loved one, we
share your questions with respect and joy.
Question:
Again I am at a point in
my live, where I ask for guidance and support. The last personal channeling I
received was really helpful for me and I want to say thank you for it again! The
channeling was about sensation, feeling, not avoiding it, accepting and living
it. Now I am able to talk about my sensations and feelings, I can express them.
That's good. However, sometimes I still repress them, because I feel ashamed of
them. The past few weeks were really tiring for me. Activator was my son A.
School is out and the work isn't there yet. On one hand I want to give him his
own space and time for himself, on the other hand I dictate him and reproach him
about how he lives his life. We are totally harmonizing and in the next moment
total verbal fight. We are arguing, we speak words that hurt, a real row, then
harmony and peace again.
Answer:
Oh marvelous one. Yes,
that's how it is for all humans on earth in general. The emotions which are
happening simultaneously are not easy. Only - till circa the end of the year -
the singular experiencing mind has no chance controlling, has no
controllability. Had difficulties with grasping the quickness of consecutive
appearing emotions, but the simultaneous happening ones are confusing him
totally. The mind realizes - he has no chance against the emotions. Helplessness
- his own! Towards the feelings, love, life - comes to surface. The mind has no
control. He has no longer any effect on either you nor others. He never had one
anyway. But the simultaneous happening emotions are helping him to realize that
mentally. He has to give up. He has to resign. He has to accept his
powerlessness. Emotional body is independent. Mental body can think, but not
feel. He can not believe anymore that he can control the emotions through
thoughts. It never worked. It is shown to him quiet plainly. It is embarrassing
true. He feels ashamed. It is so obvious and he couldn't see that. Metatron
smiles gently. Yes, it is embarrassing, obscure, crazy, absurd, illogical,
insane - and at the same time a funny comedy and fascination too. How it was
possible, that the mind really believed! - that he can control the emotions.
Possible through concepts, which he certainly received from the outside - made
out of all-embracing wisdom-might-love-I-am. The concept of believing in
separation. Density. There is no separation, density, and rigor. He can not
bulkhead totally. Because totally means absolute – he isn’t absolute, not in
being and not in possibility. This is holistically reserved to the all and one
I-am and not to the form expression. Relative means permeable, flexible,
beginning and end. He is smart and shifty, but he is not wise. He can only
accept the power of wisdom. Oh, he shares this embarrassment with all mental
bodies. His ego, yes, it is only his and he insisted on it. All the others have
an ego too. But it is embarrassing, because he sees there is no absolute
separation - so he never really owned the ego alone. Misapprehension. His ego,
his possession, his trrrrrrrreasure - created by the greater instance of the
all-embracing wisdom, borrowed in room-time. Easy come, easy go. The good news -
he has no stress anymore. Not being the chief is the embarrassment, no need to
be happiness. The legs are stretched, leaning back - and now we see what will
happen next. In any case no way to control. Well, so it will be. He is smart. He
gets it when he loses. Failure, just arrogance towards the others, a lot of
work. Actually just gone the fear of failing in front of people. Doesn't matter.
Next to him sits another mind. Cautious smiling. You too? Yes! Well now. We
don't do anything - just watching and thinking what comes around.
Oh, loved one, so easy! So
simple. And still - through this process the perception of truth opens up.
Not you are overcharged,
but your mind is. You have him. You are the lovely mistress of the human house.
Not the mind.
See the game. See that
only the mind wants to judge in his last convulsive attempts - but there is so
much to judge, classify, categorize, rank, file, hold, defeat, reject, getting
stories out of the past-grocery store, placing them on the future screen and
creating new stories - too much! Too much! Too much! Stress. Burn out!
Depression!
Over! Done! Finished!
Allow him to lean back!
Get aware of the easiness,
the game together with your son. He does not judge the simultaneous, expeditious
appearing and leaving emotions - only your mind does and is totally
overstrained. Let him sit down. He doesn't need to believe anymore that he is
right with his not working, feigned controllability of life, of the feelings.
He is allowed to give up!
So, wonderful one, you are
doing great. It is truly exhausting - to experience the simultaneous happening
emotions - the total loss of control.
If it starts tilting - let
it happen - it gets easy, effortless. Life. Love. Let it happen. Something new
every day. It is happening real fast anyway, so you don't even have time to stay
in the identification with your mind and his ego. Because if you would do so,
you would go crazy, run amok, loos the plot, screaming and yelling running on
the street, burling trees, truly burning out, the body couldn't deal with it
physically-mentally - burning out from the inside.
Burn out is already the
last step before the mind capitulates. Good. Wonderful.
Question:
During the last days, I
realized how many lies I imposed on myself. Because of shame, fearing pain, out
of convenience...
Answer:
Lying as a survival
strategy all humans have had.
Yes, these mental
constructs don't serve their purpose anymore. But they were helping you to
bumble through in the old room, where all humans believed in separation and
adversarial environments. Over. Embarrassing the moment of realization. But of
course, also funny and fascinating that this was possible.
Leave it well alone, loved
one.
Question:
I always wished to live
within a big family or to say, to assist in a large community. Currently I live
alone with my son in an apartment, have no contact with my brother M. and his
family, my mum lives alone in a house and I have no contacts in town either. All
out of ego and haughtiness. I did spiritual schooling and thought I am better
than others, wanted to teach and indoctrinate and proselytize them, separated
myself from them and imagined that this is alright.
Now I think differently. I
love my family (I always did) and my fellow men, but I am inhibited to get close
to them. I feel ashamed, even though I was hurting the most while being
separated.
But I also feel that I
needed the isolation for getting closer to myself.
Answer:
Oh, wonderful one. Yes,
that's also part of an insight from your mind. He was boss and master in your
human house. But this was through out the whole creation. The god of the mental
days was living arrogance, as well as the god of the emotional ones. Each one of
them really thought that he is better than the other. Wanted to help the other
one - each in their own way. The "good" was the fuel to move forward, which
brought them to grind against each other in the zone of interference.
Shock brings awareness -
I-am only I-am. So I am everything. Unconditionally and uncompromisingly. No
excuses, no hiding. You can see it in religion, economy and politics, global,
everything is coming to surface. Wonderful! The shock is healing. Anger, sadness
and shame dissolve quickly - activated through the shock. Freedom, true freedom
occurs. The shock of the beginning of the belief in separation and the shock of
the impossibility of separation - no single one can govern over the many other
ones. If that means mental body, god or angel. Why should it? The possibility
dissolves the need for the necessity.
You never did put yourself
in a higher rank - it was a mental concept and within this mental body, ego, and
you believed being only-that. Illusion of separation. Neither good nor bad. The
way of asking who-am-I-not in the cosmic day of exhalation - now vice versa,
because the beginning of inhalation - in the experience of form beings, as you
are one as a human.
You are aware of
inhalation-exhalation of the cosmic day, mentally-emotionally, because
mental-physical light and love occurs in the same point.
The simultaneity of
experiencing emotions triggered the shock of becoming aware of the synchronism
of all form beings, intertwined in one point. Opened up in space-time,
perceivable through meeting in the ostensible continuum of evolution.
So it happens that you are
fully getting into being-human by being-human-only. Never possible again to go
down to the bottom totally, over is the oblivion, and this exactly makes true
allowing possible. Allowing humaneness, sensuality, the normal everyday life.
Just how it occurs.
Because the emotions are
happening from simultaneous archetypal imprints. The finger points towards the
way home - all-oneness I-am.
Happiness and sadness come
to pass at the same time. Let it happen, wonderful one. We are floating together
with you in the ocean of light.
So it takes place that the
conjoint merkaba - the human lightship – is driving on the space-time earth lane
through the ocean of light towards homeland Sirius. The emotions are the power,
which help you topple over into the new reality. Gratitude is. And joy.
Being honest to yourself -
honest the mind to itself - is consequence of the cosmic light flow of Christ -
is impact on the way of ascension - enlightenment is. Inescapable transparency.
Shattering and freeing.
Eons full of baggage of
concepts, expressed in thoughts and feelings, are just being released. They were
only real on the singular, linear three-dimensional mental level and only
consequences from the illusion of separation - in the reality of the ocean of
light it is - not existent. Equal to a solid rock in the ocean, flooded and
touched by the water around it, till it looses its form. Not existent anymore.
That's how the old reality sinks into the truth.
Question:
At the moment I am really
torn apart between..........????????????????
Lovely Metatron, I asked
that you give me a message for this situation. What can I do?
With love and gratitude
for your support and companionship.
Heart greetings.
From E.
Thank you for your
message.
Answer:
Yes, here is the question
- you have already received the answer. An illustration to see that you find
everything that truly is, in the ocean of light. And what is true? Light and
love. The shade of color experiences itself as form in a meeting, makes use of a
guise, which depends on the frequency the idea has. Which gets caused by the
kind of converging forms are meeting.
It is impossible for the
mind to say:
First the form, then the
idea.
First the idea, then the
form.
Both is at the same time.
Cause and effect as a
relative concept find their end in the absolute. Out of the absolute, out of
I-am only I-am, out of the first emanation which is not in duality, cause and
effect flow coevally. Words as fingers that describe the map, but which are not
the map itself.
So every form being may be
satisfied with the wisdom of not knowing the absolute. Experiencing the effects
together during the meetings in the ocean of light. That is vital love.
What first: I ask - you
answer. Had to ask, so you could answer. Or you had to lay the answer out and
needed my question, to answer it. Question and answer reversible - both occur at
the same time. It is impossible to find out which one was first, because non of
it was. Both appear at the same time. Out of- nothingness. The latent field of
possibilities. I-am. The ocean. May the mind be content. No issue for the
emotions anyway. And the body releases and is relaxed.
I-am and so I am question
and answer, helps the mind during the time of helplessness and realizing old
concepts. Period. I don't need to know about yesterday or tomorrow. I am and I
experience the here and now. Life happens.
Question:
I could move with A. into
the house from my mum (she wants to give me the house). I think I am ready to
live together with her and A. in a house. It feels good. Yes, there will be
harmonious and turbulent times. Not to avoid the conflicts, but to allow them to
happen. I've never really done that before. I have always avoided them, with the
result of pullback, detachment and disconnection.
How can I change that?
Giving room and time for change?
Answer:
Yes, loved one. It is
possible to live together. Allowing conflicts. It is not about always having the
same opinion, impossible, not necessary. Because every human has an unique
personality, life-task, expression. It is about meeting with the other person,
not foreign-adversarial, only different. Interesting. The permeability allows
true meeting in harmony.
Harmony does not mean
unity-pulp. Harmony allows agreeing and disagreeing to take place. If you are
staying in front of a mountain with other people, all of you see the mountain
from a different angle. That is the world of forms.
The permeability -
swimming in the ocean of light - allows tolerance, acceptance being lived
naturally. But they are also not a topic anymore. Peace is not a current
subject, because war can not take place anymore. The reason for the momentarily
meeting is the new subject. The idea, which brought both together to explore,
reconnoiter, contemplate, exchange views, to leave what is not needed anymore
and to take with you, what supports and helps. Everything is allowed to be, when
it comes to surface. In the light-ocean.
You can look through the
old mental constructs easily and with a smile on your face. With it dissolution
of the emotional after effect takes place.
All old thoughts, feelings
come to surface! From all lifetimes, spaces and rooms, all which followed the
pretended separation. It is gonna be intense on earth during the "hot phase" of
ascension.
Basically all humans will
be confronted with the shock, you've already experienced. The insight of unity.
Shock, fear, shame - and it can't be hidden from each other - laying in each
others arms, crying and laughing -who is the next one? You? He? She? It?
Everybody!
As all other light workers
from the second wave, you are getting prepared for the next global, healing
shock - by experiencing the shock already.
Enlightenment is.
Love is - Metatron.