Channeling of 5, September 2011

In gratitude to a lightworker being

Topic:

I am fed up to the back teeth

by

Metatron

In cooperation with all ascended masters
especially Jesus Christ Sananda

Be welcome in the light and with the light and through the light that

YOU-ARE

I-AM-THAT-I-AM

I AM

LOVE

In love and attachment
In respect of your path as a human being here on earth
With gratitude for your choice to wear physical clothing here and now
With delight about your contribution to God's plan of salvation
In trust that you choose love every day
In the knowledge of the fulfillment of your mission
for the earth, for you and for all your brothers and sisters of good will

Peace and blessings

OM

We ask Mother-Father-God to be present here and now in light and love to protect us, to guide us and to accompany us. We ask all angels, our higher selves and our soul families and all ascended masters – especially Jesus Christ Sananda and Mary – to be present here and now in love and light to protect us, to guide us and to accompany us.

We ask for healing as far as healing is allowed. Mother-Father-God, I ask you to be allowed to be your pure instrument of light and love. Father, your will shall be mine and shall be done.

Greetings and be welcome!

Oh, you wonderful one - yes, that's how we call your field of vibrations, as the expression of what you are. Because everything seen from the all-encompassing perspective is wonderful, complete, in harmony, balanced and perfect. Cannot be another way. Because I-am is experiencing itself in all spaces and times of the dual word and it is always in balance. There is always one "side" and another, a kind of "area of tension", because everything in the dual world is a world of form. So "duals" exist - but not in the way it was understood in the past - that it was arisen from the idea of imperfection of BEING - a dual to be complete - the expression is dual, but that is something totally different. Duality, relative - being oneness, absolute. To mistake this was the idea of the possibility, that beings of dual nature are able to forget who and what they are and to believe how they are - only.

So, you are wonderful, absolute.
Of course, the way the world, concrete the reality on earth, shows itself to you in your field - a system of human nature - is dual, relative, looking from one point of view - and it can only bring along a dual, relative illustration, information for your system. Added to this is, that again, a segmented part of your system, which reaches into the depth, is the construction - the mental field gives you the ability to think, a straight line. The mental field, ability to feel, second straight line, a conscious experience of the manifestation of the two duals through not-identifying - the third straight line, henceforth experiencing-space-depth - possible all together. Cause the "summary" - total - of the three field-abilities, cause point of views - interpretations - give you, as a human, a look into the depth of reality. Well, still segmented, but disproportional more comprehensive than the only-mental-perspective.

View - mind.
Hearing- feeling.
Color - mind.
Sound - feeling.
Also called male and female in the human expression.

They also call it light and dark. But light has no opposite.
Darkness is the apparent absence of light - the un-obvious-light.
So, the female is equatable with the dark, and the male with light, the way it has been believed with thoughts and feelings and words and actions in the 3D-field - simply "wrong", cause only a mental interpretation.
Here speaks and thinks the mental field about the emotional field, without being able to understand it, because it is a "different" field.

The dilemma, in which you as a human are experiencing yourself, is simple - on one hand there is still the majority of people on earth, which interpret reality only in a mental way, in one straight line. A few are able to accept the emotional field as an information-field-ray. When the mind receives thoughts and activates and connects with the emotional feelings on its own - painful, cause is not authentically meaning the situation, the real idea of the current encounter.

It doesn't help the shared experience, when you as a human are feeling, thinking and seeing through, without having a second being being there with you, who is there in the name of the eternal love of I-am. And this is only possible in a fluctuating way right now. So it is.

That's why you are "desiring" to truly exchange, encounter.
And that's why the discontent is there.

But in the as-well-as you are able to look at the desire and the discontent in a transpersonal way. Desiring is part of the healing process of the whole human field, as well as the discontent. But watch out for taking-this-only-personal.
They are energies, fields, information, vibrations, frequencies, which are entering your field - not more, nor less.
In the moment your mind says it has the claim of ownership and you walk right into the trap, you believe to be unhappy. That's painful.

Allow the frequencies of discontent to enter - can't be controlled by the mind anyway - but do not judge and do not own, do not expect and do not desire and do not reject. This is possible, when you know you are not this - cannot be this! Because you cannot be only this or that - you are the all-one I-am.

Claim of ownership = principle of separation
Being a guardian = principle of unity

Your mind has to accept that it does not have any claim of ownership. Because it is foisting it and means identifying with it.

The wrong self is a mentally build construct and feeds from emotions, the separation.

When you are living the unity - because it is what you are - the ego doesn't exist.

Yes, we know, there are humans on earth, which have never dealed with the topics spirituality, religion, inner reflection, introspection, esoterism - how ever you want to call it - before. And you - while you are on your path - "drew the shortest straw", says the interpretation of the mind. How easy it is to not know what lies behind it. How easy it is to go along with the standards and are not aware of it. How complicated the path of inner reflection. Torn apart, unhappy, yelling, crying, screaming, complaining, doubting, gasping, dying.
And no escape.
The impossibility of control almost drives the mind to insanity. Oh, insanity. What is that? Why is that? Is it real? Am I only making all these things up? Am I living in an illusory world? Have I become obsessed by dreams and illusions? Am I fooling myself?

The answer is simple, cause that's the I-am-the-true-love. Everything is all-encompassing, saying yes to everything, as-well-as. There is room for everything, cause it can't be another way.

Yes, it is insanity, illusion, illusory world. But the whole dual world of form is like that.
Looked at it relatively. From the more and more expanding point of view - expansion of consciousness - the smaller field always seems to be part of the greater one. The possibilities in the smaller one are smaller.

Illusion - dual world.
Beginning and end.

It is not about seeing through everything - it is not possible as a human and not necessary.  access to all form - possible. Of course. But it only happens, when it serves the whole and the single one in the expression of encounters - in the expansion of the consciousness during the encounters.
Because every encounter changes the field and therefore the consciousness.

The direction of the inhalation is: from the outside to the inside - the periphery, cause the density of matter to the original-point I-am, happens, that the expansion of the field is the title of the beings, who are moving towards this "direction". Movement has nothing to do with time, because it has to do with encounters - so the expansion of the field.

Contracting is exhalation. The perspective, the field gets smaller and denser.
So, it can be said - in the great expansion, the great separation of the fields, which are unifying during the exhalation again, the vibrations merge.

The field expands - when the life-plan is fulfilled - merging of the fields happens - with the field it contains.
That's also the principle with jesus - sananda. It is dual as well.

Fields don't know any identification.
Are within the space and therefore at the same time space-constructing combinations of vibrations - ideas, which are stepping out of the space right now and now and now - can also be said out of the field of possibilities - the nothingness - and then are vanishing again.
One possibility is to get involved with the direction of the quantum physic and the quantum perspective - healing. Oh no, life is holy and it is not about having to or being able to heal something guilty, wrong, imperfect. It is about recognizing the holiness of the now.

You can experience an encounter with the depth of reality - where an inhalation is being experienced as a being-now-happening-now - in nature. The encounter with gaia and her children. And if one says: I have no time, no way to do that or whatever - we say: that cannot be true! Because how can I-am have not enough of whatever. Identification, lie.
It is possible to allow in openness, through seeing through this lie - how does the encounter with gaia and her children take place.

Gratitude and appreciation appropriate.

We are sharing now all your questions - of course, not only yours, always the questions from all. Concrete the group-field of the humans on earth. Which - when the time has come - will become one field and which will not change the expression of a single one, but it will never be experienced as being-identified again.

Questioner:

Tell me something about the garden and the constant flood there. Yes, a cleansing, but the pergola is shot, as well as the friendship with the colleagues in the division. Haven't been the right matching people yet, or?

Answer:

The purpose of the pergola is to take on as much transforming energies as possible - and taking it with it during dissolution. When a physical body, field, dissolves - called death - all vibrations, which are within that greater field, physical vibrations, are dissolving as well. So mental, emotional field - cause all three fields are within the single field. Like intertwined spheres within a bigger sphere.
Dual - it means, that the pergola has: physical, mental, emotional - of course. But the emotional expression is the rooting, growth, the mental expression - the aura field. The singing is an emotional expression, the shining - mental. Every being is of dual nature and therefore has always both "original-rays" as a straight line, father-mother-principle - for the physical manifestation, whether it is physically-material or physically-subtle.
Principle of creation.

That's why all beings think and feel - just different in their expression. Because thinking is also seeing, shining - the ray of the direction.
Because feeling is also hearing, stabilizing, anchoring - the power of that, what finds an expression as manifested movement in sound and color.

The forms that have been built by humans with the help of a mental goal - shine - and emotionally - fear - vibration - looses its stability, because the field of fear is dissolving globally. That's why these "objects" will disappear.
There are also ones that will be fulfilled with vibrations of joy - and so, will seem to continue to exist in the physical form unchanged. But it will feel different.

It is possible to be aware of whether an "object", e.g. a car or a spoon, is being kept alive in its material existence by energies of fear or joy.
The "objects", which are within the human field, are taking on the vibration of the field - so it seems that the "object" exists continuously.
Before the mind asks: what can I do then? Nothing! Of course, nothing. But yes, the mind can do do-nothing. Observing. Experiencing. Letting it happen. Being amazed.

If an object has no observer - existence ends. Not as a rotting, decay, garbage - simply not existing anymore. Zero. Gone. This works rudimentarily in so called russia, sibiria. And in australia with the aborigines. That's "normal".
You can also say, the object is an evagination within your field. Through the encounter of the fields of many people, objects are existing for quiet some "time".
But this existence can never be controlled mentally - seemingly with the energies of fear, often called black magic, but  also called white magic, illuminati and much more - cause all-encompassing.

Questioner:

Is the place the right one or was it just an intermediate stop? I don't really feel like caring anymore, just feels like a moloch to me now.

Answer:

Of course, the place is right. Every place where you are is right, then, when you are there, because you are there at this moment. Simple.
Moloch - that is a role humans loved, desired in the old times during the game of separation - and it still happens. Be aware, it is just a role. The name, the title, the script. Not the energy, that builds and fulfills it. The role is not the actor.
You are not the role and the stage. Not the actor and the audience. Only. Because you are all-one. And it wants to be experienced from every point of view.

What wonderful being! Gaias child. Oh, wonderful one, yes yes, the word metatron smiles mischievously - it is wonderful to step into the role of one of gaia's children. It happens, because it is already possible. Because you as the all-I-am are everything - and therefore also gaia's child. Change of the point of view possible - and is already happening in a fluctuating way in many places.
Why? Not as an amusement attraction. As the expansion of the sensitivity.

Because the whole human morphogenetic field can be felt. And seen through. Beyond the identification. The new journey has already begun.

Questioner:

What can be said about my new apartment and the community there (please, particularize it)?

Answer:

Particularized - of course, with pleasure - metatron smiles mischievously again. We are particularizing, but not only with this point in general.
You neither think the apartment, nor the community is "funny" anymore, but everything gets on your nerves. Yes everything. Everything. And that is wonderful. Because when nothing matters to you anymore, you got "it", that's it - the all one I-am. It can be experienced as a human! Consciously living what you are. Because you have been this forever. Only the mind has some last subtle offers of identifications. And here it is possible to look at possessions and expectations, from the meta-level that you are.

The creating world spirit as a word possibility - observing as a silent witness - as a word possibility - the human system, that you have as a human.
See, see where possessions and expectations show itself. Messenger is often anger. Not judging this, makes you see the mental constructs that lie behind it in clarity. No mental construct can hide any longer.

Whether you live here or there - your mind is bothered everywhere. The last attempts to control, the subtle offers - can be seen. It is normal that your mind reacts with frustration.
What helps: allowing the frustration of the mind to come up, not only yours. Offering gratitude, tiredness, resignation to the entering things - cannot be controlled or done by the mind, because it happens. That helps.

Questioner:

Where is the togetherness with gaia and other open hearted people....the people I sense, feel, seem to be still happy with their apartments (that bothers me).

Answer:

The unkind behaviors of other humans - I-am-that-too. The realization is still shocking for the mind. But relieving at the same time - taking away stress. Gratitude appears. I don't have to live that behavior as a human too - but it wants to be lived - through many. I am so happy that I don't have to live this crap-card role right now. Tenderness, compassion, feeling, thinking happens - especially during such encounters. Respect, appreciation, understanding - with roles of crap-cards. Unaware. Otherwise it couldn't be lived. Poor, truly. Because they don't know what they are doing, not really.
And again, you have to play this role of a crap-card sometimes too. Can't be controlled by the mind. And? What does it do? To me, you! Nothing. Because you cannot be changed, you are the united I-am.

So, live with yourself, because I-am-everything-too and immeasurably more. But I simply need to observe authentically, what is the role - vibration, idea - right now, which appears within my personal field.
The end of limits, enemy and judgment.
The beginning of true peace - indifferent.

So it is possible to experience gratitude as the expression of the true peace consciously - of what you are, I-can't-be-changed - during every encounter. It has entered the morphogenetic field - so it can be experienced. And it is in your life-plan: can be consciously shared.

Fascination, game, simplicity, peace - happen naturally.
Everyone and everything can express everything the way it is right now.

That does not mean, that we countenance things, that are born out of the idea of separation and the energies of fear. But is not a rejection, it is an observation of the suffering of many humans - crazy, not knowing the true self. At the same time it is being known, that the salvation is carried within the suffering.
Countenancing does not mean knowing, that rejecting the new idea within the human field - we-are-all-one - cannot be done forever.

Questioner:

I do not meet people with perspective and vision, they are all just holding on to their own known shit and then call themselves spiritual (Always the same difference!).

Answer:

Yes, especially the "esoterics" and "spirituals" often suffer from subtle delusion of grandeur. That's a phase and comes and goes and then breaks. Mental translations of the ego are part of it for many people. And? What is bad about it? The deeper the shock of the realization - a wonderful contribution to the whole human field.

What helps, is to stop believing having to be something in particular, so that you can live - yes, that's the key, simple, the theory. The everyday life of this can be seen in its infinite numbers of variations.

All fields of experience of the humans - politics, economy, religion, science, medicine, esoteric - all have been moldings of the old title - separation, hostility, judgment, fear, the fall of man since birth.

All these fields are being cleaned. It is almost done.

Oh, do not judge the spiritual megalomaniacs - they can only play their role, because they don't know about it - and there is already a knowing, that this can't go well, of course - especially here, subtle fear, guilt exists vehemently. Gratitude happens to you, when you see through it - the higher the rising of the mentality, the more painful emotionally and the more brutal mentally the shock of the realization of the misapprehension - because lack of knowledge does protect from realization, understanding - not. This comes with the physical dress or when you take it off. But sanctions do not exist, because "gurus" are playing the role for others, who are still falling for their coat make-me-holy and enlightenment-for-real-cheap-on-one-weekend, an idea of the mind - giving away the possibility of power and responsibility of seeing through things - everything I believed I am, believed to need - cannot be handed to the porter and then entering the new experience in the 5D reality.

So, simply observe.
Learn to allow whateverism.
It has nothing to do with being cold, because only with respecting and appreciating every expression - without getting identified.

Questioner:

When is the whole story with the mental masters finally over.....(these idiots are still walking around with their vamps every day to convince the others of my badness. I know, it is serving me, us, everything, but it seems to go on forever... (I need a perspective and an update here!)

Answer:

The mental ones will get a blow on their head this year, so this group field is going to be shattered into the most subtle constructs.

Because a part of the physically incarnated humans are walking into the new possibilities of 5D, so called golden earth - and the mental going-crazy and the collapse has already started. That, what is called suicide, is of course only the end of the human, because in the plan, the self is eternal - only possible that a human field with a lot of gathered energies of egocentric nature dissolves - and takes them with him/her when dissolving, because these vibrations dissolve by the end of the physical-mental-emotional as well.
Especially mental-master-incarnations are able to gather a great amount of fear vibrations - of course, because believing that they can use the vibrations through mental control - but this is not possible anymore. It is being collected till the single field cannot carry this tension anymore -
and when overloading – going crazy, going nuts, spinning, a falling over and a physical collapse - happens.

The humans will experience this "resignation" globally.

Questioner:

A break for 2-3 weeks, to get some sun - is that recommended or does gaia need me right here right now? (Yes, I know, the good old impulse of running away.)

Answer:

Yes, it is one way. If you are open to the encounter with gaia - so, no "party", because "silent island", so this is in the flow with global events. No running away, no escape - a getting there, encounter.
Being aware of the impulse of running, recognizing it as a lie. The change of the emotional energies happens, which allows the mental thinking to manifest a break. The energy of joy when encountering with gaia and her children, seeing the sundown, listening to the sound of the ocean, the murmur and storming of the wind. All physical senses sensuously open.

Questioner:

Right now I feel attracted to "Neudeutschland", even though I do not consider them as perfect down there, but they seem to play an important role in building the new infrastructure. When can I expect a direct contact?

Answer:

You can't expect anything. You can have an open attitude, that it is the south - the wideness, the water. When - of course, we do not talk about this, we are not feeding your mind - we commend him silence, gracefully bowing in front of you. Not knowing. May the mind accept it unconditionally and without compromises. Because exactly this believing-to-know-everything is what - "reasonable" - bothers you about the esoteric "freaks".

Peace and freedom means that the mind is silent - on its own - and does not claim knowledge, control, judgment, owning, desiring. Not knowing, bowing to you, allowing what enters your field to do so. Experiencing through and with you. Because you are the all-one I-am, the eternal world spirit, guiding everything with wisdom.

Questioner:

So, lovely Brigitte, these are my questions....the words sound rough, but that is how I feel right now. (Topic: it is enough, I am fed up to the back teeth!)

Answer:

The quality of the experience is rough, and is going to get vehemently rougher in this upcoming time. But exactly this rough storm is bringing the cleansing, because it is taking all the old constructs with it, the way the elements water and fire do it.

Fed up to the back teeth - wonderful. The mind is. Just be aware of it. Because it can't do anything, does not know anything, does not want anything - on its own.
It is the total resignation of the mind.
Brutal - yes.
Love - yes.
Because then nothing stands - seemingly - in the way of consciously recognizing the vehement events on earth anymore.

Metatron

       Channeling of 19, September 2011     

Explanation for you, lovely readers and friends of Metatron, through me, Brigitte; with the approval - and gratitude to - of the receiver: The question about "Neudeutschland" might have been misunderstood, so thinks the receiver of the channelin. It was very important to the receiver of the channeling that the question is going to be presented to Metatron again, because he has not received an answer to it. And so it happened.

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